So today im sitting here at work, thinking about how much im fucking my family. Kyle bailed me out of the negatives with my bank only to go a few dollar's in the negative with his bank and he's the one that pay's our bills. What the hell am I doing? Im setting myself up on a payment plan for him, that just means i really need to start selling more avon to make it up. $1320.... thats a lot of money. I will get through this, we will get through this together we always do, but its just hard, when we start doing better something always happens... and it just sucks that its me that did it. Its just hitting me hard...ok.. enough bitching for now, I will update our day later tonight